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Playing to lose – Ariel Anderssen/Amelia Jane Rutherford’s spanking and bondage blog

The Strength! The Grace!

Except – not really. I used to be a ballet dancer, before I got taller than all the men who were meant to be able to pick me up. This actually happened when I was about 12, but I soldiered on because I loved it so very much. And thank heavens I did, because it turns out that kinky people often have a very special place in their hearts for ballet dancers. Why? I do not know. Certainly dancing en pointe is supremely masochistic, in an not very hot, blister-y way. Maybe because ballet is all rarified and mannered, so thinking of a ballet-dancer being, well – DEFILED – for example, is rather interesting.
Anyway, being a bondage and spanking model has given me the chance to re-live all my ballet fantasies; and here is one of my favourite ballet/fetish shots, taken at Easter by www.johntisbury.co.uk
And here is the story. I arrived at his studio, and he kindly carried my suitcase upstairs while I said hello to his wife and his cat. He chose my outfit from the selection I’d brought (ballet skirt and pointe shoes) and I put them on while he made me a cup of tea. Still talking to his wife, I started down the stairs, holding my tea and wearing my pointe shoes. Then I fell down the stairs, throwing my tea at;-
a) The ceiling (where it dripped back down onto me)
b) The stairs
c) His wife
d) The cat
And then I cried, while they kindly mopped up all the tea, including the splashes which had fallen on my shoes. Fortunately, when I’d recovered a little, I was able to help clean the ceiling, because in pointe shoes, I was the only one who could reach.
Then he took pictures of my legs until my face was doing normal model-things again 🙂 And here is the picture. Hope you enjoy it 🙂
Ariel (because there was no spanking in this story, only bondage)

Mmmm, Cake…..

I’m still testing what my blog can do, so this was an excuse for trying to post a picture. I’m not sure if this will count as obscene, or pornographic. If so, I think something bad will happen. I don’t THINK it is though.
I am still ill, and have eaten nothing except Lucozade for 3 days. And I’m getting super-thin. And rather weak. Amelia-Jane can’t come out under these conditions, she needs fuel in order to be bratty and demanding. And my wrists hurt when I type. And you can’t EAT Lucozade, anyway, but I’ve lost the ability to write properly in English. Ooh, dear, my precious blog is going downhill, and it’s not even a week old yet! I’m trying to use this picture as inspiration…. At the time it was taken I remember thinking the cake looked super (I took at bite out of one of the pieces of fruit cake, actually) but brrrr, nothing is working today….
Ooh, have just been properly self-obsessed on my blog. Wheeeeee! I promised myself I wouldn’t, but I don’t even care….
Amelia-Jane (suddenly emerging…) Mwah. MWAH!

I am not Sir Alan Sugar :(

And I really thought that maybe I could be. Having worked as a spanking model and often written my own scripts and sometimes kind of directed them, I thought maybe it was time to have my own website and to be an ACTUAL PRODUCER. My boyfriend/Dom/Master (haven’t actually worked this out yet) is a proper successful bondage producer, so I’ve been watching him very beadily over the last few months and decided it didn’t look too hard to do.

So having enlisted his help, I planned a two day shoot as a sort of experiment to see if I’d be any good at telling people what to do.

No, I am jolly well not.

Niki Flynn, like the Good Fairy of Spanking, offered to model so I could practice on her, and since I love acting all bratty and horrible when we’re together, I though that’d be just super. I chose a super-lovely Top with years of experience, and a good photographer friend of mine offered the use of his beautiful spacious apartment. BDM (the boyfriend/Dom/Master) couldn’t have been more helpful, doing the whole director of photography bit AND wading in front of the camera to be the Top on the second day. Even the location owner kindly offered to do some spanking for us (OUCH! Niki and I both regretted asking for his help – he was VERY enthusiastic, with a terrifyingly good technique for a beginner!)

But I’m afraid I kind of hated it. I couldn’t concentrate on getting into character, which meant all the spanking hurt a LOT more than normal because I wasn’t in the right kind of headspace. And I HATED, HATED, HATED telling the Tops what to do. And being in charge of how much Niki got punished REALLY freaked me out. I’ve seen her getting spanked and caned both on film (mmmm, am a bit of a Niki-stalker) and in real life, but as soon as it was my responsibility to make sure everything was ok, I lost my nerve and kept wanting to cut.

Basically I suppose I felt guilty, guilty, guilty for making people do what I wanted them to. And I’ve discovered how much I really love being employed by someone else – it makes me feel all safe and comforted, and, well, sub.

So I shall do something with the stuff we shot (some of it is absolutely SUPER, I’m particularly excited about the spanking music video we made) and go back to being a humble model.

I wonder if there are subs who really enjoy being the boss in their non-sexual life? I obviously can’t cope at all, but surely some people can……

Amelia and Ariel have got a blog :)

Oooh, how very exciting. I’m sorry to anyone who found the blog and was disappointed that I hadn’t actually written anything; I don’t really understand blogs yet, and didn’t know anyone could find it 🙂

Anyway, this is my first proper post EVER and I feel shy. So I’m going to explain about myself. I’m Ariel Anderssen and Amelia-Jane Rutherford. This was a bad idea, it turns out, but I wanted to have two names for two different and important bits of me.

Ariel Anderssen is submissive, and works as a bondage model. When I’m Ariel I’m pretty willing to please, really; so I’m nice and obedient and very suitable for tough suspensions, big gags etc 🙂 You can see lots of my work on www.restrainedelegance.com where I have my own little series within the site called Restrained Elegance Nights where I explore the darker side of my fantasies.

Amelia-Jane is not in the least submissive and needs to be punished quite often. So that’s who I am when I’m doing spanking work. And sometimes in normal life when the mood takes me 🙂 You can see me on www.firmhandspanking.com where I’ve directed some of my own work, and when I understand my blog better then I’ll jolly well post a list of where you can see me…

I’m not sure how I’m going to use my blog, I can’t imagine being organised enough to post every day, but I’m going to try to work out how to put up pictures, cos I’d like to be able to do that…

Anyway, hello, thanks for finding my blog, and do come back and say hello when I’ve posted more stuff and maybe even made it look a bit professional.

Ariel (today – I’ve got a virus, and am certainly not up to making a great big fuss about anything. But being in a nice warm cage and fed Lemsip would be just fine)